Today marks the 100th day that finally my brother soul is in heaven!

No one can understand what i have gone through,

i still can remember freshly in my mind what happen in the DEM with just me and brother.

the timing when i caught his last breathe and his ECG went flatline...

all the crying of asking him to hold onto himself while waiting for cindy to come.

the quiet conversation i had with him, the op i went thur with him,

the days i cried when i learned about his cancer, all his little journey....

all the tears i hold back without letting my parents seen....

my little brother is gone...

i hope you are in peace and happy whenever you are, 弟弟.

Come into our/ my dreams and tell me you are happy, please okie.