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Another year is passing thur, living in a time where many of us are obsess and worry about the future. Elbowing and racing each other to see who can get there better and faster. Sometimes without even asking ourselves if "this is the pathway that i'm heading towards" but no matter what turns out to be . .. .. i am thankful for the nights that turned into mornings, lungs that turned healthy, friends that turned into foe, strangers that turned into friends, dreams that turned into reality, “For last year’s words belong to last year’s language And next year’s words await another voice.” ―  T.S. Eliot Cheers to 2017 =)

omg...its collecting dust here ~ im so so so busy! just back from my HMDP 1 month ago! hopefully can blog about it soon before i fly again =) im missing japan so much now ~

我还是想问一下自己， 今天的我笑了吗？

how much do we remember from the songs that we heard? how much do we remember from the people that we've hurt? how much do we remember from the hands that we held? and how much from the beliefs we upheld? how much do we remember from the secrets that we told? how much do we remember from the heroes we extolled? how much do we remember from the letters that we wrote? and how much from the poems we learnt by rote? how much will we remember from the things now we decry? and how much from the news that make us cry? sometimes i just can't remember all the things we did together the wind, the dust, the mornings will remain but they're never gonna be the same again and my life could never be the same again

On this day 26th Aug 2016, May you rest in peace ! Thank you for all the contributions that you have done for Singapore, Mr Nathan Mr Nathan, you'll be miss!  

Stepping into my 9th year of nursing! Tho it has never been easy ~ Because i believe some of life's best lessons are learned at the worst times. and from then, i just get stronger ~ No book, no college, no lecturer, has ever taught us the love, the compassion and the willingness to give herself to others ~ Once a nurse, always a nurse! Happy Nurse's Day to my fellow Nurses!!!

Located at the southern tip of Taiwan. According to the locals, Kenting is still a country side area. Summer holidays with white sandy beach, blue blue sky, beautiful corals &  fresh seafood with the super crowded street food when the night hits ~ Decided to book a tour the next day to travel around Kenting ~ First Stop , Kenting National Park ~ Straddling Taiwan’s southern tip and bounded by sea on three sides,  lured by its warm tropical climate and magnificent white-sand beaches, the national park attracts million of visitors each year. Didnt walk too far up as we still have a lot of places to go later ~ Standing on this 7th storey high viewing tower, facing the taiwan straits ~ About 4 km down the south of Sheding Park, on the edge of the coastal coral reefs, a boulder stands erect in the sea. From a far, it looks like a departing sailing ship, hence the name Sail Rock . It is composed of 18 meter-high coral reefs that rol

During the summer, the sight of green grass, flower blossoms and singing larks is quite refreshing. Here, one could stroll through the vast grasslands that overlook the winding coastline and steep naked cliffs and have an unchanged view of the endless Pacific Ocean; the gorgeous pink clouds of sunrise and the dazzling stars at night, all these magnificent sights are rarely seen by the urban people.

One chapter of my life seemed to have ended. I found myself to be like a sheep so lost and confused. Although the illness wasnt life threatening, it was somehow life-shattering for me ~ I felt like somebody has just firebombed my pathway forward and now i have to work another way round it. Finally face to face standing at the crossroads at the Endo Centre where i should be seeing and maybe assisting. Yet i saw myself changing into the patient gown, the staff don on their air 95 as if everything has been change the opposite way towards me ~ In this 6 months when i was once diagnois with PTB ~ Everything fell ~ But im glad i have pick myself up and be positive ~ PTB ~ Thank you for allowing me to understand this disease more ~ Thank you everyone whoever knows about my treatment and for all the care and concerns ~ Thank you for this 6months of treatment and follow up ~ *finally no more red pee and i could drink again* Thank you TBC unit ~ Fi

Dear Lungs, Please be good ~ Im just due in 1 more month ~ xoxo li ~

during work, i was asking my junior whats the date today ~ 9 may ~ a gust of memories flow back suddenly thinking whats this date stand for which seems familiar ~ i couldnt recall it till i key in the password for my stuff and i realise ~ So i see it has been the 7th year~ 

She's seen me at my worst and me at my best, She scolded me for things i shouldnt have done, and praise me for things i could have been better. She cautioned me when i fell in love, and held me when i had your heart broken. She put up with so much of our craziness, yet never stop loving us. No one will ever love me like she does, and i'll never love anyone like i love her. My guiding lights and inspirations, the only person in this world who knows us better than we know ourselves ~ Thank you Mum, for being the greatest mum of all!

Another short trip with my fav girls which happen to be all my NCss ~ Well, as i cant go on any long trip yet due to my health, just make do with this ~ No plans, just eat and shop around where we stay ~ Well, the "air bnb" in hk really has the "local" feel ~ Its in Mirador Mansion which Jenny's happen to be there ~ The NCs was so excited as they can lunged the whole lots of Jenny's home!   A relax trip cos most of us has been having burnt out due to work ~ Hence, a short relax trip for all =) Till the next trip!

It was a impromptu trip ! Was sick before this trip hence this trip was kind of a sick trip ! But im glad it turns our well and we had lots of fun ~ Although we almost got heat stroke under the hot sun! Went back to some of the familiar places and it was nice seeing them ~ Had the usual street food that we both love! Book a tour bringing us around to different places where we never went before and it was good! Thank you Penang!!!

HER LIFE, A WHITE COLOUR. ALL THE COLOURS BLEND, MERGE. EVERY SECOND OF HER LIFE IS SPECIAL. EVERY ONE IN HER FAMILY, SHE HOLD DEARLY TO HER HEART. EVERY FRIEND OF HERS IS PRECIOUS. EVERY CENT SHE HAS IS CHERISHED. EVERY HOPE ADDED SHADES OF PINK. EVERY WISH FUSES GREEN AND BLUE AND YELLOW. EVERY DREAM FORMS ALL THE HUES OF A RAINBOW. SHE, IS PAINTING HER EUPHORIA SOON!

陪.伴... 我少了一些人的陪伴... 也多了一些人的陪伴... 在有捨有得的世界裡... 我感到了一點捨不得... 曾... 讓我投入... 也... 逼我抽離... 除了配合... 還能怎樣... 不再了... 我不再對你們用心了... 不在了... 你們不在我的世界了... 存在的... 都過去了...

As we enter and end February, it's a good time to remember that this year 2016 is a leap year . For most people, this may just be an interesting oddity, an extra day to work or play. For some people, it may be their once in 4 years birthday ~ For me, its my first night since my .... Happy First Night ~ Happy Leap Year ~ Enjoy this leap day ~

人生起碼該要有兩個朋友，一個寬容，一個潑辣。 寬容的那個，叫我們去包涵別人。 潑辣的那個，負責替我們教訓那些起伏我們的人， 我們只需 要站在旁邊看熱鬧就可以了。

Friendship is making plans together ~ while yes you may be good in planning trips ~ you did everything yourself, i appreciated ~ Friendship is knowing you have got my back ~ i didnt want to be another matchmaker ~ i didnt ask you to get close to ~ yet when everything happen, i wasnt the first to know and being the last to know ~ Friendship is telling you every little detail ~ yet i was not told about the colour of your new buy down ~ and i was just told not to get that colour ~ Friendship is playing like kids ~ yes we do act like kids occasionally ~ and i do treasure the times we act like one ~ Friendship is wearing the same outfit together ~ but no, you will always never tell me what you will bring for the trip when i being the stupid one always blurt out everything i bring to you ~ Friendship is pretending to be models ~ from the heart, i know we both have never ever help each other taken nice pic at all ~ Friendship is a crazy rid

Going into 31 days ~ I have no other resolutions except one ~ Dear lungs, Please be strong for this 180days and onwards ~ Please stay healthy for me ~ xoxo li ~