as hk typoOn 8 has just passed~ spore weather for today was blady hell H.O.T~ it was not giving out heat~ but blowing out F.I.R.E~
i dun deny i love the sun more~ but today's weather was buey tahan ar~ i was already seeing stars in the morning~ ~~~faint~~~
allright,next~ although im not really into F1~ but hee,i spot a cute ang mO F1 racer heee~ and here i go snapped ~
addition to that,becoz of the F1~ theatre has been quite free~ and free is free but kind of a lot of emergency suddenly~ and the emergency are bad,real bad~ and today finally im in open heart helping out~ i saw another another heart beating~ damn nice lah~ ok,i know im psychotic haaa~ i know i've saying a lot of times~ but i really miss Hk~ hong kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hong kOng hong kOng hong kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hong kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hong kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hong kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hong kOng hOng kOng hOng kOng hong kOng hOng kOng hon…
my brain have been pre-ocuppy with a lot of things~ so now i can only randomly blog just like anNe~
1) i've handed in my 2nd resignation letter,bad luck,kanna rejected again~ tell me how how how as this week soon-to-be boss is not in spore~
2) i've met my soon-to-be lady boss,sooOo nice~
3) i hate my OT colledges,feel so miserable working everyday but i've make 1 good friend,she's new working as perfusionist who is 1 year younger than me. Now she can understand how i feel working for the past 1 yr.
4) im going to be train in cardio side,damn it,always like tat,when i wanna learn,dun wanna teach,now i wanna go yet want me to learn...
5) its time tO search for anne's & kaijing gowns,oh gosh.i've 2 in minds,1 picture & 1 link,i like the dress in tat link a lot so palz plz let me know if u happened to shop & see them~
at that moment,i stare at this heart beating slowly right infront of me~ with the chest wall ripped opened~ i can sense the hell guards are somewhere ready to take this man away~ even defil has served no purpose anymore~ so the surgeon's hand make his way into this man's chest wall~ squeezing his heart,hoping tO see some beating~ with his eyes half open~ i close and tape his eyes for him~ at that moment,i feel no sadness~ i just feel the pressure from the surgeon's shouting~ and how we all moved pt from the CCU into OT~ everyone was there to helped~ when all was done~ i stepped back and stared at the pt again with a ripping chest wall~ thinking will he make it through tonight? how would i/you have felt if he happened to be someone close to me/you?