Cha Soo Kyung – Bad Wishes Lyrics너무 널 사랑하나봐널 보면 웃으려고 해도 눈물나싫어 네 눈속에 비춰진 내 모습이 싫어흐려질 너의 마음 같아한땐 아프길 바랬지때로는 네가 불행하길 빌었어그저 너를 안을 이유가 필요했었나봐아파야 날 찾는 너니까또 다시 사랑은 욕심을 만들어그 사랑 때문에 모든 걸 잃을 수도 있는데널 사랑할수록 날 밀어낼수록내 못된 바램이 너만을 바라보게해한땐 아프길 바랬지때로는 미치도록 울길 빌었어지난 슬픈 사랑조차도 사랑이라 믿는니 모습 견딜 수가 없어또 다시 사랑은 아픔을 만들어더 다가갈수록 모든 걸 잃을 것만 같은데널 사랑할수록 날 밀어낼수록너만을 원하는 내 못된 바램이 슬퍼(지금 내가 하는 사랑을 이룰 수 없다 해도가슴이 터질 듯 아파도)보고 싶어 가지고 싶어내 못된 바램이겠지만널 사랑해서 미안해 ~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~ Love you very muchI try to smile but I’m cryingHate it, yes as the snow shines,I hate my reflectionYou clouded my mind/heartThe painful memories fadeEvery now and then I wished for unhappinessI just need to guess your heartYou hurt me, but its not youI want to create the love againBecause of love,I’m willing to lose everythingThe more I love you, the more you push me awayI’m bad to hope to have you all by myselfThe painful memories fadeSometimes I madly cry and wishI still believe in love even though t…
in her uniform, she told herself not to cry... this is a public place, no she cant cry.... and so when she finally reach home... shut that door behind her, the tears burst out.... in that mini little corner.
the past few months had been tough and im in desperate for a breather.i cant believe i've met such a fugly terrible person.and im glad this person is totally out of my picture. it hasnt been a good early part of the year. girls are more prone to depression... and i believe that every girl is depressed at one point of time.because i felt it myself. girls show it more because we are more attuned to our feelings~ and we dont have the pressure to hold back and look macho.so we cry more, talk more, whine more and question more. and hopefully the guys can understand. praying that later part of the year turn for the better. hate to sound whiny so im trying to take that positivity from within. looking forward to work~ its a new beginning =)
growing up is a process of discovery,and it often begins with the unlikeliest of things... i had always thought in my mind that everything would seem smaller as i grew bigger.things like my old chair, and the old jigsaw puzzle which has been taken off the wall.they've all shrunk as i've grown,but growing up had blown the world into an unmanageable size instead.