Moving

past month or should i say past weeks wasn't as pleasant as it was supposed to be~
school has started for a week~
unhappiness in work has been dragging for a week~
shedding tears has been going on till now~
in an impulse,i make a mistake which nearly end up to pushing myself off the cliff~
sleep has been restless cos brain couldnt stop thinking 'why have i become like this'~

in a new year,i told myself i should smile more~
i should complain less~
i should stop throwing my temper around~
i should stop showing attitude~

where is the old me?

im searching back for the old 'me'~
i wish to go back to the old 'me'~
im so sick and tired of myself now~
i hate myself now~

the old 'me' will come back right???