i hate to say this but i believe what goes around will come back ~ because i experience it myself ~ and i know others do ~ i can never believe u did that to me to ur best frend ~ i hate u and i despise you ~ i pity your best friend 'J' who is still your friend now~ i may be wrong but u are not right too~ dont say anything you dont meant it~ CJH
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He is a strange man. He may not be wealthy, but he can give me the things money cannot buy. He cannot read minds, but he always have that special ability to know what i am thinking. He is rational, but he would always be the first one to give in to me when we quarrell last time. He may loves the window seat, but he would readily give up the seat on the plane for me if i wanted it. He is one of the most clumsy person i know, but this is the way to show how cute he is and make me laugh. He is a bad tempered person, but i will still tolerate and be there for him. He loves chocolate but he wouldnt grow fat. He loves to communicate, but he comment i'm always too quiet. He taught me how to enjoy the melody around me. He taught me how to stand up for myself. He taught me how to crack my brain cell and change my point of perspective thinking now. He is a friend, a teacher, and a lover. I love him. And love keeps no record of wrongs. Even if I have amnesia, I would still cho...
簡單最動人 第一句 沒有一百分的另一半 只有五十分的兩個人 第二句 付出真心 才會得到真心 卻也可能傷得徹底 保持距離 就能保護自己 卻也註定永遠寂寞 第三句 通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人 才是真正愛你的人 第四句 有時候 不是對方不在乎你 而是你把對方看得太重 第五句 冷漠 有時候並不是無情 只是一種避免被傷害的工具 第六句 如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離 你只要跨出第 1 步 我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步 第七句 為你的難過而快樂的 是敵人 為你的快樂而快樂的 是朋友 為你的難過而難過的 就是那些 該放進心裡的人 第八句 就算是 believe 中間也藏了一個 lie 第九句 真正的好朋友 並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題 而是在一起 就算不說話 也不會感到尷尬 第十句 朋友就是被你看透了 還能喜歡你的 人
fascinating on how an abstract can evoke into so many different interpretations. is this a reflection of one's inner state of mind? at the end of the day, people just believe whatever they want to believe in ~ there is really nothing wrong with that ~ it's one human survival mechanism ~ what about you? what do you see in this abstract? what do you believe in?
when u have got too much time on your hands you tend to fiddle and go through photo folders on your comp looking and laughing at yourself when you looked so 'toot' in the past with the ugly hair and unmatching clothes. you cringe and you look further, you see times that you've had, happier times with friends and special ones, silly and crazy things that you have done. sad times, angry times, times when you've quarrelled and made up. memories then come flooding in, thoughts go running across your mind as if in a dream because for some reason some recollections feel so surreal as if it never happened. but you know it happened, as affirmed by this indescribable feeling that begins to well up within you, reminding you of those ironically happy times. you feel your gut churn and twist, and you realise the strange etheral hurt seems to throb in sync with your heart beat. you try to understand where that feeling is coming from. it feels like it is coming from a ...
HE WAS a firebrand while she was a peacemaker. He was passionate and excitable, she was calm and quiet. Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew and the late Madam Kwa Geok Choo were often as different as night and day, but those who knew them said they complemented each other perfectly. -straitstimes.com- Farewell Mrs Lee ~
HEDLEY - Perfect Falling a thousand feet per second You still take me by surprise I just know we can't be over I can see it in your eyes Making every kind of silence Takes a lot to realize It's worse to finish than to start all over And never let it lie And as long as I can feel you holding on I won't fall Even if you said I was wrong I'm not perfect But I keep trying Cause that's what I said I would do from the start I'm not alive if I'm lonely So please don't leave Was it something I said Or just my personality Making every kind of silence It takes a lot to realize It's worse to finish than to start all over And never let it lie And as long as I can feel you holding on I won't fall Even if you said I was wrong I know that I'm not perfect But I keep trying Cause that's what I said I would do from the start I'm not alive if I'm lonely So please don't leave Was it something I said Or just ...
“So given a Time Turner, I would tell my 21-year-old self that personal happiness lies in knowing that life is not a check-list of acquisition or achievement. Your qualifications, your CV, are not your life, though you will meet many people of my age and older who confuse the two. Life is difficult, and complicated, and beyond anyone’s total control, and the humility to know that will enable you to survive its vicissitudes.” Read her Harvard Speech here! -credit wonderwool
everyone has always been in search for the 'right' person... just in turn how many of you has found the 'right' person and live happily ever after... look at the one who is holding onto your hand now... is he/she the right person that you are in searching for? same old lines, no one is perfect~ you may have 'found' your mr or ms right~ but have u learn to love your 'right' person? can you endure all his/her weakness and strengths? can you endure all his/her good or bad temper? can you endure?? so can someone tell me, what is searching for the 'right' person and what is learning to love the person you found? THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.
安静了 只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里 梦想中属于我们的婚礼 却成了单人结婚进行曲 在这场爱情角力的拔河里 爱我还是爱你 你选择了自己 撒娇的可爱的 女人的爱哭的 照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的 如今我还在原地 你却走回你的记忆 你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没 你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落 分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过 我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我 你说我给你太多 却不能给我什么 分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑 爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛 沉默是我最后温柔 是因为我太爱你 只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里 梦想中属于我们的婚礼 安静了 在我枕边的梦里 我知道相爱原本就不容易 爱不是一场雨 努力就有结局 wo~ 撒娇的可爱的 迷人的爱哭的 照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的 连假的泪还温热 却没有人握我的手
You didn’t develop your character because you did everything right~ Beautiful flowers grow in the valley, not the mountaintop. And you have to walk through the valley to get back up there. So, make your mistakes. Kiss the wrong boys, overdraw your account, and trash your grades.What you do right or do wrong over the next fifteen years may make you grieve and may make you shine, but they won’t necessarily have anything to do with who you are, and that is the most valuable lesson you will learn. - John Luther p/s: when did you last smile?
周杰伦 - 说了再见 天 亮了雨下了你走了 清楚了我爱的遗失了 落叶飘在湖面上睡着了 想要放放不掉泪在飘 你看看你看看不到 我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到 说了再见 才发现再也见不到 我不能就这样失去你的微 笑 口红待在桌脚而你我找不到 若角色对调你说好不好 说了再见 才 发现再也见不到 能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉 说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找 再次拥抱一分一秒都好 天亮了雨下了你走了 清 楚了我爱的遗失了 落叶飘在湖面上睡着了 想要放放不掉泪在飘 你看看你看看不到 我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到 说了再见 才发现再也见不到 我不能就这样失去你的微笑 口红待在桌脚而你我找不到 若 角色对调你说好不好 你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕 我的手忘不了你手的温度 心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳 伤心过去我无 力逃跑 说再见才发现再也见不到 能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉 说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找 再次拥抱一分一秒都好
i just took a knife and stab my heart Cha Soo Kyung – Bad Wishes Lyrics 너무 널 사랑하나봐 널 보면 웃으려고 해도 눈물나 싫어 네 눈속에 비춰진 내 모습이 싫어 흐려질 너의 마음 같아 한땐 아프길 바랬지 때로는 네가 불행하길 빌었어 그저 너를 안을 이유가 필요했었나봐 아파야 날 찾는 너니까 또 다시 사랑은 욕심을 만들어 그 사랑 때문에 모든 걸 잃을 수도 있는데 널 사랑할수록 날 밀어낼수록 내 못된 바램이 너만을 바라보게해 한땐 아프길 바랬지 때로는 미치도록 울길 빌었어 지난 슬픈 사랑조차도 사랑이라 믿는 니 모습 견딜 수가 없어 또 다시 사랑은 아픔을 만들어 더 다가갈수록 모든 걸 잃을 것만 같은데 널 사랑할수록 날 밀어낼수록 너만을 원하는 내 못된 바램이 슬퍼 (지금 내가 하는 사랑을 이룰 수 없다 해도 가슴이 터질 듯 아파도) 보고 싶어 가지고 싶어 내 못된 바램이겠지만 널 사랑해서 미안해 ~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~ Love you very much I try to smile but I’m crying Hate it, yes as the snow shines,I hate my reflection You clouded my mind/heart The painful memories fade Every now and then I wished for unhappiness I just need to guess your heart You hurt me, but its not you I want to create the love again Because of love,I’m willing to lose everything The more I love you, the more you push me away I’m bad to hope to have you all by myself The painful memories ...
t he past few months had been tough and im in desperate for a breather. i cant believe i've met such a fugly terrible person. and im glad this person is totally out of my picture. it hasnt been a good early part of the year. girls are more prone to depression... and i believe that every girl is depressed at one point of time. because i felt it myself. girls show it more because we are more attuned to our feelings~ and we dont have the pressure to hold back and look macho. so we cry more, talk more, whine more and question more. and hopefully the guys can understand. praying that later part of the year turn for the better. hate to sound whiny so im trying to take that positivity from within. looking forward to work~ its a new beginning =)
growing up is a process of discovery, and it often begins with the unlikeliest of things... i had always thought in my mind that everything would seem smaller as i grew bigger. things like my old chair, and the old jigsaw puzzle which has been taken off the wall. they've all shrunk as i've grown, but growing up had blown the world into an unmanageable size instead.
i'm so overwhelmed~ add in a lot of sighs of relief~ mix with happiness~ pour out all my burdens! there are so many things i want to do and say but not sure where to start from. shall start with the 'thank-ing' session~ i want to thank my both sweet colleagues~ Ms Leong & Ms Wong~ who have been helping me a lot~ we have laughters, sadness, angry with each other, quarrells.... but neverless, thanks gals! *i know you both will be seeing this =)* next, thank you to the one who bring me into psc~ thank you for teaching me~ thank you for all the nonsense you have given me~ and lastly ~ thank you for blocking the clinic always giving us more free time for pet society~ last but not least, thanks to those who have helped me before in mt.eli, sslc & level 19... =)
090510 Especially for U and Me In the first month~ I know im in love when i cant fall asleep because reality is finally better than my dreams! Into the 2nd month~ i know i smile a lot because of U! Going into the 3rd month~ i realise that i've meet a few wrong ones before you finally appeared in my dreams! Fourth month~ a pair of hands, to guide me through the journeys! Stepping into the 5th month~ I LOVE US!!! Finally into the 6th month~ i love you more than anything! 7th month~ i never regret anything because at one time, you are exactly what i wanted! 8th mOnth~ Heartache! 9th mOnth~ Smiles =) Our 10th mOnth~ im so glad i've you! 11th month~ i still remember clearly all our past dates & nicknames~ can you? Finally on this month,this day~ mark our 1 year annivesary~ you know i always been holding on tightly because this relationship means a lot a lot to me. i really hope this goes on for another 12months, 12 years...... thank you for staying on with me be ...
someone say: "its good to study,go ahead" then now the same someone say: "your school is not important at all" someone say: "i want you to stay back because there's alot of people" then someone now say: "you can go off,i dont need you now" f.C.U.K i guess i've very high tolerant... if not the consequences is bad!!!
let's go back to those vintage days~ When I saw you standing there I* bout feel out my chair And when you moved your mouth to speak I felt the blood go to my feet Now it took time for me to know what you tried so not to show Something in my soul just cried I see the want in your blue eyes Baby, I*d love you to want me the way that I want you, the way that it should be Baby, you*d love me to want you the way that I want to if you*d only let it be You told yourself years ago you*d never let your feelings show the obligation that you mode for the title that they gave. Baby, I*d love you to want me the way that I want you, the way that it should be. Baby, you*d love me to want you the way that I want to if you*d only let it be It took time for me to know what you tried so not to show Something in my soul just cried I see the want in your blue eyes Baby, I*d love you to want me the way that I want you,the way that it should be. Baby, you*d love me to want yo...
Miss Yong and Mr Chua has been down with food poisioning for the whole day~ Miss Yong has been having diarrhoea for five times & vomited for three times~ all thanks to the Prata shop at Upper thOmson road~ am so not going there to eat anymore! going to dream of the big prata mushroom cheese chasing us tonight!
thanks to the organiser for organising this cycling trlp to Pengerang~ its a great work~ i guess i've shed a few more kilo haa =p apart from the burns that i've on my face,hand,shoulder~ its a enjoyable but not-enjoyable trlp too~ im serverely burned on my face, hand & shoulder~ like a mini little lobster~ my butt feels raw too~ every little movement or touch causes pain~ to be frank im scared of the sun now~ on the advantage: no make up this few days~ and i love my little red nose now (those who know i cry knows why) anyway Happy Easter Day~
to reward myself for the past weeks~ i whipped up a super-delicious meal... all veggies and no meat~ to promote ' Be Veg,Go Green. Save our planet ' for the day! too bad mr chua did not get to taste it =p ~preparation~ ~cOOk~ delicious =p p/s: its really not easy to cook a meal and washing up everything~ i took almost 3.5hrs to do prepare and cook~
suspecting i may have hyperthyroidism~ immediately i went to do a blood test~ because of all the symptoms : most important is my unexplained weight loss, fatigue,muscle weakness, irritated, shaky etc etc.... result turns out well~ but still i can feel that my body isnt feeling that great recently! now most importantly is my weight! millions and billions of people have been asking me recently 'Peili, WHY ARE YOU SO SKINNYYYYY' you look like an ' african kid '~ -_-'' im so skinny till my hand looks like a bamboo stick im so skinny till my butt has flattened! im so skinny till my 'assets' is totally like 'changi airport' *damn* im so skinny till i always look tired and 'eyes like panda'! im so skinny till even i've problem carry heavy things! to be frank,i've totally no idea why! i didnt purposely lose weight~ its true im under a bit of stress but i guess that's all over! now i've been taking my meals regularly~ i've...
felt peaceful these 2 days! 'if only there were a time machine,but could time really change everything'? in every action we do,it affects the future. and this shows how stupid and naive im in the past. no doubt there's bound to be ups and downs in our everyday lives... but it just depends on how you handle it... been thinking of this carefully~ very carefully~ not letting any physical or mentally effort to interrupt! around the global world~ this kind of person, how many can you get to meet? someone who is so proud,arrogant,scarstic~ spoilt brat,sly, despicable civilized yet uncivilized in another way~ pretend to be good when you are actually not~ causes others quarrel when at the back,pretending to be nice! even others can exclaim 'scary' i met one! i've been tolerating well enough! im tired!!!
Post Holiday Syndrome joy - hk hk hk loves - bf bf bf lazy - work work work! but i had a great time with BF~ pratically we walk everywhere~ up and down every station exploring! saves us a lot on transport! tiring but fUn! We took escalator up to mid-level peak, walk down again to take tram uP! took a bus down the peak instead of tram again! Went Macau on 2nd day, 'walk' our way to Ruins of St Paul~ follow by Grant Lisboa and Venetian! We even bought red wine to enjoy as it was cheap! But you wouldn't want to know the consequences because i puke muhaha! Had Portuguese egg tarts and delicious sandwich before heading back HK! Avenue of Stars follow by meeting uP Gracey & Mr So driving us in his mini~ 2nd last day was spend shopping,not much damage except for Mr Chua! and we headed to HK Science Center *becos free admission* it was so nice & fun! Last day was Ocean Park with sec besties =) fun, exciting, trilling yeah!!! ...