if there's ever a chance for a day in my life to be ever so perfect~
so flawless~
wouldn't the world be a much better place for me/everyone to fit in?

not to be a pessimist~
but it seems so true that unpleasant things,
do happen everyday this week!

nearing xmas,there should be joy~
but why am i feeling so moody this week~

i tear till i look like a gold fish~
i walk till i look like a zombie~

i feel so listless that i wish im not working now~
i feel so 'slan' that i dont even want to smile to anyone~
i feel so insecure which i should have never be~

hopefully weekends will be better~

i need some chocolates to cheer me up!
i need a big hug to calm me down!
i need my smile back!