bElng mysElf

for the past few days~

i've been living in agony

i've not been eating well~

i've not been drinking well~

i've not been brushing my teeth well~

i've not been talking clearly~

and

i've not been kissing my bf toO~

*muhaha,that's not the main point*

the main point is:

I've this hUge 8mm concave ULCER~~~

just a tiny winy little ulcer can cause me sOOo much agony!!!

Santa,i promise to be good~

please let this ulcer heal faster!!!