if i had to distill 2010 into two words, it would be Happiness and Sadness

early part of the year was sugary ~ 

as i've never planned a surprise bday in advance months for anyone before ~

hardworks paid off just to see the smile on his face ~

but in the end what i received for my bday was a calamitous message ~

everything changed ~

rivulets of tears was dripping every single day and night ~

too afraid to know, too afraid to expect ~

backstabbing hurts when 'SHE' is your friend ~

coming down to a new year ~

when picture lies about how i party through the night ~

and the closing of 2010 throw a different change in me in different ways ~

calm and peace is what im waiting for in a new horizon~

i look forward to my new dreams in 2011 ~