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bear with my blOg as it gOtten be a lOng 1~ inject myself with some anethesia~ and immune myself for the whOle 72 hrs~ it began tO wears off & i'm still getting a bit sleepy~ got intO a recovery pOsition before maklng way back tO the rOom~ sO here it gOes dUring my 72 hrs of immunisation~ =) [ THURSDAY ] watch dEad maN chEst~ arh ha,simply lOve jOhnny dePp~ *wInk wInk* next mit uP with Sher,MikE & JJ~ *back to 1 mth ago place* updates on each other life's~ once again,all bEcome single again~ is tat a gd or bad thing,or the 'in' thing now erhm~ chilling oUt at c.cafe~ 1stly,mikE was teaching sOme predicting cards game~ *on u & the 1 u like* i was freak out~ it was sO true really sO true~ 2nd, Sher was teaching on using a ring & a strand of hair~ *on how many children u'll have & if its a boy or gal* haaa,not bad i'll have my 1st bOy fOllow by a gal =) dOlng on mlke 3rdly,mOre excitment cOming uP~ play 'dai ki' card game which i dUnno b...

my smile is back~ =) i'm still staying strong~ . .. finally i'm having my off till aUg~ will be gOing into dissappearing act~ . .. bUsy for the past 2 days~ GSS ends means nEw stOck arrlvEs~ pack finish heerEn~ pack mS~ at least the stOre lOoks much more better~ new deslgn clOthes,new blazerS etc & last of all more HAVAIANAS ~ *yEah but that is selling @ MS only* . .. i'll still bE stUck @ fOurskin~ cant job-hOp~ cos i need the $ to go taiwan *sad* ~ need the $ to get mp3~ *will be getting 1 sOon* need the $ to do a lot of things~ anyone can spare me some $ haaa~ shEesse~ life is 10% wat happen to u & 90% how u respond to it - anonymous

i just realise~ tml is the 7th mOnth~ and~ i'm gOing wakebOard on fri~ wEll~ nO worries~ i prOmise i'll bE fine~ . .. chlO bU gracE~ thankz for sms me~ i'm fine too~ . .. when did i start lOvlng glass bOttles~ i dunO~ i just know,thEy are sO simple,pretty & nice~ although fragile but if u keep it nice & well~ small,big,tall,short,different shapes~ thEy are still as beautifUl =) friends whO knows mE well~ knows i simply lOve it & will get it for me abroad~ thankz =) my cOllection sOng for the day~ ??�A?㏀??�A �P?ㅡ�a�N�F �N�[τㆂ�� ┱ㄳ�Oユ?뫄? �Y?�Hず渴㉬ ?�\??ず�`? ㏀낳�M㎽? そ⑥�A零�h �~レ�`?? ?�i�H�I�l ㅯ몲�]??ミ �u간�F�I방 ⅵ?ㄳぶ?�W�N���� й?�Mⅱ? �p�G?끽쁨�n?? �@┯???饋�]뷜�n㉵괌 ??�A귈?㏀?쁨�n??ㅯ ??�A�瞥S�Fㅀ�\�H?⑾? ??�A뇩웃㏀�h??웃�i�a ??�A늉?㏀??ず ??�A �u�n??껜륙 �N┳�n?뉴 �AㄳΞ�W�W데�A 갭?ず�nㅯ괌 ?饋??ず㎒? ㆁご봉��? ㏀й�H?ㅯ ?�C�C껄�U

................... my heart breaks i pluck up my courage~ i bare my heart out~ i free my mind~ *i've nv lose my pride like this b4* i know i'm silly~ but at least~ i'm dOne with all~ i'm awaiting for tuesday tO come =p i just realise~ since then i've not been in ur blog before~ nv even once~ now u'r willing to blog out another her~ she must have a great influence~

i did something silly just now after work~ i run to & fro just to get that thing~ at last i got it although it might not be the same again~ =) anyway~ call me silly or whatever i dun care~

had a fruitful day at hOme~ did what i really wanted tO do~ 2 DIY shoes done~ dandangdang~ quite satisfy with it hee =)~ *going to do more haa* Shessh~i'm addicted =p which is nicer??? had some craving for pasta~ while flipping thr some mag ytd~ sO had my ingredients bOught today~ decided to have it make a simple one & healthy one~ call it the 'Fruity Yogurt Pasta' yUmmy

been a week~ back @ the same workplace~ *due to last min change again* back the same bus stop with the same late arrival of bus~ back @ the same playground~ but without u this time~ no worries~ i nv expect anything~ i just wish time turns back~ to where we can still go out & joke ard in the future~ =) for a moment,i also though...... . .. is my predictions always accurate~ i say i want tO get the purple havanianas~ and gUess what,i really gOt it~ my pretty havanianas =) i say Brods will be out~ and well,i'm right~ *my own judgement,sori to offen any brOd's fans* can i predict my own future~ . .. had a nice shOpping day with Elaine~ we almOst spend all our $ haa =p~ too bad u'll be back~ update me ya ok =) *and i'll promise tO do the DIY shoe for U haa*

~UPDATES~ thankz for the swt rOse dlOn~ brighten uP my day =) . .. seriously~ i feel like quitting end of the mOnth~ . .. finally NUM open @ Cathay~ hOpe i can find my purple havanianas tml~ *damn,have been lOoking for sOo long* . .. i've a red nose from all the tannings~ perhaps that can hide away my sadness~ pass by palawan today~ wao~cant imagine~ sO nice build since 2 yrs nv been there~ perhaps another nice tanning place next time~ since sunset bay has move away~ . .. went for Superband pre-record live~ *plz dun assum its a live broadcast,FAKE* all grps were strong~ but i still like MLB & sOul now haa~ *i'm sori jie~J3 is not in my list hee although thEy are from MF* . .. cab driver pass a road today~ *where i rush to meet him after attachment* even the most 'cant pass by road' also pass by liao~ *what more can i say* . .. am i really fine???

had a nice tan tOday~ all thx tO Elaine's aust tanning oil~ lame =p~ *but shit i've 2 different tanlines* nice meeting ya Elaine & Jing~ anD yesh i'm sOri to heard abt urs too~ we're tearing apart again~ sad~ bUt nO worrles this time we'll graduate tOgether ok~ =) . .. ... met uP with another prl sch friend~ fOr din with her-gOing-tO-be-hUbby @ ECP~ *ECP,where's memories flOw back* happy fOr u gal that u'v fOund ur happiness~ *no worries i'll be ya prl sch coordinator =)* plnnlng fOr ya ROM in nOv =) . .. ... everyone is telling me the same thing~ its just a short while~ what for~ u think wOrth it~ *but seriously u guys nv know ... & hOw much eff...* halz~ can someone give me a hug~ just a hug to assure me~ ?⑥╀�v?¾ずŋ붑�Nㄳ�Q�챰�??

what u did is v.cruel to me~ are u really sorry~ i hope so~ and i'm ok fast~ *u thInk i'm serious or am i lying* dOesn't mean i dUn like or love U enOugh~ there's a lot of things before u've nv know~ i just kept quiet about it~ *cos u'll nv know how much i ...* or sld i ask u how much u love me? *u've not answer my tat question yet* i've cry enOugh ytd nitz & today~ on bus~ dUring wOrk~ dUring dInner~ *isn't tat enough* i wanna bE strOng i gotten bE strOng *tat's what u want me to be isn't it* sO i seE no pOint in clinging for sO long~ *u'll be much more happy to heard that ba* dun break ur promise to me again~ i still wanna learn the 2 skating from u~ take care =) dear friends : pardOn me for all the crying~ i promise my smile will be back sOon =)

my 6th sense has always nv failed me~ this time its true again~ WC ended~ sO does our r/s~ y does it always seem so fragile~ y does my r/s ended earlier & earlier each time~ i still wanna try on but y do u wanna give up~ i've so much things to tell u~ but my mind seems blank tat day~ i've some plan in the coming days~ but its always goes wasted down in the drain~ is it that i sldn't plan anything at all in the 1st place~ we've so many things haven do~ and i though we'll do it & u'll teach me~ but nv will it be again~

ITALY FIFA WORLD CUP CHAMPION 2006 finally this world cUp has cOme to an enD~ mUst adapt back tO the usual slping habit~ =)

((( HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY BrO ))) . .. ... france wOn~ sO did i & everybOdy ba haa~ awaiting fOr the finals tO come~ Italy & France~ =) *hopefully this WC end faster sO...* . .. ... oN 4 jUly indEpendent day~ anOther new life camE intO this wOrld~ his namE is Xavier~ yEah~cOngrates Grace Jie~ shall seE the baby in a mOnth's time~ *grin grin* . .. ... did my Pilates~ argg~ getting rUsty & tired easily~ ever since haven bEen dOing it for sO long~ . .. ... gOt my ceramic cUrl irOn~ mOre perm cOming uP~ *wink wink =p* . .. ... last sUn grandfather *father side* bday~ this sat aH gOng bday *mother side* but i cant attend cos gotten wOrk~ cant even take 1/2 day off=( . .. ... pOstpOned wakeboarding sesslOn~ someting crOp uP~ . .. ... its seEm i'm not getting anything dOne~ sO shall get it done tml~ sPotlight here i cOme tml =p~ and perhaps shall dO my owN shOpping ba~ wanna get some tops & a nice dress i saw =) *shall try oUt tml* . .. ... times uP nOw~ for some DIY se...

feels sO nice to have a car~ whEn u can drive ur loves ones arOund~ drive my family oUt for breakfast~ drive U around too =)~ *hOpefully my driving still can make it =p* although its just a while~ but tat's enOugh =) . .. ... .... walking back along the same pathway~ although its just gOing back to sign something~ but~ back the same blk~ but its seem sO unfamiliar to mE~ especially thOse unfamiliar faces~ halz i hate it~ really dread gOing back~ cOs alone again~ especially lUnch time eaing alone~ halz~ . .. ... .... sCh fOr me start aUg~ sO time being~ gOtten wOrk~ relax~ dO some of the things i wanna dO~ mEet uP with sOme Old friends~ enrlCh myself erhmm with nOvels~ anD etc etc etc =) . .. ... .... everyday i'm pinning for enD aug tO cOme~ cOs i wanan gO taiwan~ i wanna enjOy~ i wanna bUy a lot of things~ dress,tOps,skirts,shOrt,bags,shades,shOes,caps~ haaa~ . .. ... .... i lOve wOrking at heEren nOw~ hee~ cOs more fUn over there~ lalaaaa~ bUt slan~ bOss wants me tO work more...

it sld be sweet but it turns out the other way~ i still wanna try on~ and i hOpe u dO~ =) . .. ... i did my 1st perm~ anD it tUrns out wEll~ anD lOoks nice~ hEihEi~ . .. ... feel likE hOpping tO FlEsh-Imp~ bUt.......... dUn pSychO me anymore jImmy~ . .. ... waO~ oUr 1st rental car~ sO chlO man~ althOugh a lot of on-lOokers at uS~ *especially gUys bleahz =p* . .. i managEd tO drove at a speed of 120km~ haa *wInk wInk*~ bUt my parking still sU*ks~ *cos no more pOles for me to see haa* . .. wE gals managed tO find our way tO changl villagE~ withoUt anyone hElp * thUmbs uP *~ we've almOst travel uP tO all the expressways haa~ we've alsO lost our way tOo hee~ yEah tat's for all~mOre cOmin up tml =) p/s:oH ya wakEboarding next weEk~ anyone wanna joIn mE~ msg me!