15 Jan 06 Sunday

i nearly breakdOwn while wOrking...
a sUdden call,a sUddEn msg frOm JaCksOn's friend...
my heart sUnk,my tEars drOppEd...

thOse paper cRanes madE by mE,my friends & cOusin will nEver ever reach his hands again...
thOse miracleES will never happEned again!!!

He has leavE uS!!!
its a sUdden yesh it is,i've never expected that tO be sO fast...
i'm still planning tO visit him this weEk bUt .......

yEsh cOme tO think of it,i really cant help myself by feeling really sAd...
hE has jUst celebrate his 20 yrs olD last dEc & gOing tO be 21 this yEar bUt whY....

everyOne say actually its a relief foR him cOs he has beEn suffering...
hE tOo know his condition & this day will cOme~
but in the beginning whY this happEned tO him!!!

16 Jan 06 Monday
i went tO his funeral...
tO know why suddEn happEnED& perhaps the paper cranEs pasS tO his friends tO let thEm decide what tO do with it,perhaps bUrn tO him!!!
i really cant hElp it whEn i seE him lying there...

i know its bEeN hard fOr U for the past 1.5yrs bUt i guess nOw yOu are frEe!!!
whEre evEr yOu are,i'll bE praying fOr u always!!!

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17 Jan Tue

Congrates Francls kor,Roy & Kat in getting intO SuperBand~
Jia You on thE next auditlOn!!!

2nd dAy in OT @ AH...
was scared bUt enJoy my this 2 days in OT cOs u get tO see a lot of different types of operation....
i even havE tO take casEs,in the sense assist thE sUrgeOns in op~
shivering bUt fUn,i dUn even mind skipping my lunch just tO keEp staying in the OT rOom and view every op...
cOs maybE aft that i'll never cOme intO OT again i gUess sO i'll treasure this 5 days!!!

tired chiaO bye!!!