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  THE DAY YOU LEFT The day you left, the world turned gray, A silent scream echoed, night and day. A storm of sorrow swept through my soul, A piece of my heart, forever stole. I search for answers in the void you left, In memories, in whispers, in shadows bereft. Your laughter now a distant, haunting sound, A ghostly echo where love once was found. The day you left, the sun refused to rise, Tears fell like rain from clouded skies. Every moment we shared, now tinged with pain, A puzzle with pieces that won't fit again. I wonder why i felt so alone, In a world where love could not be shown. I wish I’d seen beyond the brave facade, To the silent struggles that i fought so hard. The day you left, my heart broke in two, A chasm of grief that I stumbled through. Your smile, your touch, now memories dear, But none can erase the ache I bear. I rage at the silence that took you away, At the words unspoken, at the games we’d play. The “what ifs” and “if onlys” haunt my mind, In the echoes of...
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 生日快乐! 希望爱你的JW 和你很爱的她会给你快乐一辈子。 我会从你的世界消失。 你一定要一辈子和她幸福快乐。
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Grief is not loud—it whispers slow, In morning light and evening’s glow. It hides in rooms we used to share, In silent steps and empty chairs. It speaks in songs we used to play, And lingers through the longest day. It weaves itself in dreams at night, Then leaves before the morning light. It’s not a thing that fades with time It softens, yes, but still it climbs Into the heart and makes a home, A shadowed place we walk alone. Yet in that ache, a love remains, Unbroken by the loss or pain. For grief, you see, is love endured A bond that death has not obscured. Ann Marie
 我为你开心如果你找到了另一个她。 你因该很爱她。 因为你愿意把她放上你的ig. 我希望她 PJW 也可以很爱很爱你。 我很开心终于有人陪着你吃饭喝酒了。
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 Im not a fan of blind box. But i chance upon this blind box - 发呆的小女孩。 I tried my luck and got my 1st figuring  & it was this girl. I duno why i resonate with her so much. That i decided to purchase another 2 more on TB. And this time, its a known figurine of what i will get.  I felt like i was this girl. With all the sadness & grief that i lost my smile, I lost my brightness, i lost everything.... I tear at every single sad stuff. I couldnt bring myself to smile at anyone. I avoid everyone contact... I am so loss.....
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  弟弟,生日快乐!
 我走後 井朧 作词:小咪 作曲:小咪 编曲:WJCTION 如果离 开以后 得到的会是 什么 是难过 是孤独 还是接著下 一个 放不下是个借口 我强忍著痛 爱有始有终 我不明白 牵著的手 怎么牵著牵著 就放了 也许爱让此刻 变成灰色 我们还是一如既往的冷漠 感受著 仅存的快乐 回想我们走过的那些曲折 只有我们两个别人没法懂得 你说你累了 能不能放过我 我走了 你别再难过 心里有话都不想再说 记得以后 你要快乐 这世界没那么多因果 我走后 你别再想我 尽管有太多的不舍 这是你要的自由 我还给你了 我走后总是一个人 在房间里面感受无聊 抱怨著卑微的生活 独自走在街上祈祷 曾经全心全意为你 却没有丝毫感动 也许我走后才能 给你自由的感受 曾经有那一刻是 真的想把你娶回家 承受著社会的压力 疲惫不堪倒著时差 想过如果有一天 你还能够回心转意 那我也放下所有事情 跟你享受一辈子甜蜜 我走了 你别再难过 心里有话都不想再说 记得以后 你要快乐 这世界没那么多因果 我走后 你别再想我 尽管有太多的不舍 这是你要的自由 我还给你了 我们度过 这幸福时刻 拥抱也没了 也变得忐忑 内心不需要抉择 我们只是见过 没了我怎么了 我们竟然只是过客 从陌生到熟悉 然后走到分离 放不下的原因 是因为你
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 你还好吗? 是否有了另一个她。
 我因该会孤独的老死。 可能要自己找可疗养院。 可能不用,反正也没有想要活多久。 我真的很累了。。。
 我很开心,因为你的手术越来越多。 我在每一个不同的国家为你祈祷的,都有点实现了。 我自己的却没有。。。没关系。 只要你开心就好。
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 我很想你。。。 可是我知道你心里没有我了。 。 。。 。。。 我只希望那个她可以让你开心的笑。 没有烦恼。 陪你到老。。。
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 I was once his yellow— the one who brightened his day, the warmth in his mornings, the glow in his skies. But like seasons, everything changed. Now, I’m just a memory, a chapter he no longer re-reads, a warmth he no longer seeks. I wonder if he even remembers— the way we used to laugh, the way I once colored his world, or if I’ve faded completely like a sunset he never stayed to watch. - - - - - - - - - 010225