bElng mysElf

after being ' pink ' by 2 mth~ gotten move on to 'the fray' "Never say Never" There's some things we don't talk about rather do without and just hold the smile falling in and out of love ashamed and proud of together all the while You can never say never why we dont know when time and time again younger now than we were before Don't let me go Don't let me go Don't let me go [x2] Picture you're the queen of everything as far as the eye can see under your command I will be your guardian when all is crumbling steady your hand You can never say never why we dont know when time, time and time again younger now then we were before Don't let me go Don't let me go Don't let me go [x2] We're pulling apart and coming together again and again We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again Don't let me go Don't let me go Don't let me go [x4]

my patient makes my day~ tUlips especially from HOLLAND~ so sweet right~

have you ever look fear in your eyes have you ever have tears in your eyes have you ever been so touched that you wanna cried have you ever been so gentle that you wanna cried have you ever feel so hurt that you wanna cried have you ever held you breath and asked yourself will it get better than tonight~ will it get better tomorrow~ where friends become enemies enemies turn into friends lovers become hatred hatred turn into friends again~ i scolded the person who care for me~ i blamed the person who always look out for me~ i choose to believe the person who hated me~ i lie to the person who trusted me~ i dunno if i can yell any louder i dunno if i can laugh the loudest i dunno if i can put on that smile~ or the gal who just wants to be alone! bear with it peili~ this is life~ im gotten walk out of it soon!!!

im speechless~ i've no idea what to say~ my mind just feel blank~ i sld have expected it~ coming soon~ i dun feel guilty~ but i just feel sad~ why sld you do that~ come to think of it~ no one is at fault except she has herself to blame~

im so tired~ mentally tired~ i shed tears again~ did i really........... if i really did~ i apologise~ im sorry!!!

this world is so dark~ i can only see my own tears~ i've no idea who to trust and who not to trust anymore~ im devasted~

its a terrible week~ i cant take it anymore.

this world is nothing but deceives lies betray fake human beings

* dream blog * watch the news yesterday? omg,2 men from Spore was in the top 50 list for the " BEST JOB IN THE WORLD " their video was so creative lah~ damn envious~ I WANT TO GO HAMILTON ISLAND~ humpzzz =( next ~ PINK DOLPHINS ~ saw that,damn cute and their eyes was red~ its like One in a world~ how i wish i own one haaaa~ *ok dreaming again* lastly this is not a dream~ haa,cos its settle~ I AM going BKK!!! i mean we are going BKK in JULY~ although its still long way~ but better than nth heee~ 5 more months~ counting down now =)

the not usual kahkis~ @ St James