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PAY DAY IS HERE~ WHeEEEE~ its beEn almOst tO 1 mOnth i've wOrk~ oH gOsh~ tlmE flies past~ anD sO its tlmE fOr sOme retail therapy~ wahaaa~ anD gOtten repay all my dEbts *sObsOb* anD sO again~ happy sOngs brighten uP the day~ although im feeling sOoooooo dread & tired!!!
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i cried in OT today~ no idea why~ just feel totally helpless~ anasthetic machine,drawer cant open~ how am i suppose to take the cylinder opener & check the cylinder~ everything was just so.... i was like......
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im allright liao~ thankz guys *mUack* it's a sweet enDlng of 'SwltCh'~ bOth sisters fOund their trUe lOve~ and indeEd~ uGly dUcklings dO get tO find thelr trUe lOve~ nO one ln this wOrlD ls perfEct~ lf u'vE got an Ugly faCe, gOd will grant U with a bEautifUl heart~ lf u are fat, gOd will grant U with an intelligEnt bRaln~ lf u're stUplD / lOw IQ, gOd will gRant U with a bEautifUl vOlcE~ lf u'rE pOor, gOd will grAnt U with a bEautlfUl pErsOnality sO what's the real meanlng of searchlng for, a perfEct facE, a perfEct bOdy, a perfEct braln, a perfect vOlce with an imperfect personality~ Isn't BEAUTY *all in onE* ls ln the eyes of a bEhOlder~ no matter hOw Ugly U are, nO matter hOw fat U are, nO matter hOw stUpid U are~ p/s: shlt im tOklng rOt haaa~
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im suffocating for..... i've no idea~ how i wish i got a car & drive myself out & catch a breeze~ i just need some breeze~ to destress myself~ yet i've no idea what am i stressing about~ so contradicting~ in work~ im still coping v.well~ once in a while,im assisting all alone by myself~ but i feel so isolated~ be it tea time,lunch,dinner time~ i feel so left out and isolated~ no doubt im going international *roll eyes*~ making friends from Philipiness,Malaysia,Parkistan,China,India etc~ but its just all on work time~ it may seem tat im joining them on the same table~ but still..... after wOrk~ music is my anti-drug~ shuff my earpiece on~ and walk the lonely way home~ on the lonely bus journey~ please god, let me endure all this for 1 more week!
不是我的错 我们都听过 完美的时候 要更多 找这时候说的太多 有时候的我 只想和你一样沉默 不想单单罗罗嗦嗦 水也灭不掉的火 也许大男人真的很男人 也许大男人没那么男人 少了点风度 还是不承认 有时候错的并不知道错的 不想借口只是直接一天说 有时候女孩没那么小孩 心里的无奈也需要点关怀 遗憾的遗留变成勉强了 怎么能重新再来
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as mention before~ i went for a shoot for Capoeira class intro by PJ~ and its out now on Seventeen mag with Belinda as cover page~ wahaaa,kind of looking werid haa~
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im someone whO can tahan 'hot' but not 'cold'~ tat's y my rOom has nO air-cOn~ cos i hate it ~ *allright,im a werid person* and imagine now almost everyday,im working in a cOld environmEnt~ 17 - 20 degress~ im freezing like hEll~ 2 weeks passed~ and im still not getting used to it~ precisely~ a pic of me in scrub sUlt =p
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this SN looks familiar~ saw him in the OT~ it was strange~ cos how could he be doing here~ *recalling* ard 2 yrs ago~ when i was attached to Alexandra A&E~ this SN which i follow a few days~ was so nice to me~ so i was kinda attract to him~ today i saw him walking into the theatre i was in~ immediately i recognise him~ but he seems like dun recognise me cos i was masked~ im dumbfounded tat he really become ventor~ as i heard that he wanted to go overseas to work~ and which i know that last year he's still in Alexandra A&aE when im having my PRCP~
im having TUESDAY BLUES.... bad cramps~ damn discomfort~ busy like bee~ every hr,having a surgery~ walking up & down despite of the pain~ no time for a gurp of breath~ bad lunch time~ almost feel like crying~ drop my ez-link card~ pissed off~ walking under a bloody hot sun~ moody..................................... p/s:its after 2months has passed and TTSH called me for interview *roll eyes*
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07-07-07 today is the day~ to be remember for~ and definitly the most number of newborns 'popping' out~ a total of 11 cesarean~ double or thriple than normal days~ and i managed tO view 3 of it~ whEee, 2 boys 1 gal~ but it looks all the same to me except for the erhmm 'below part'~ i just keep viewing the whole process that i forgot to do all my charting~ sO joyfUl~ and i love working on saturday~ cos less surgeries~ can slack more haaa~ who wld want to do an op on a wkend~ bleahzzz tired,my feets are tired~ imagine walking whole day in a clog shoe~ which is high & not flat~ buy me a wheelchair~ finally 6 days past!!!
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im not going for the graduation liao~ im just tired~ very very very tired~
omg~ i heard baby's cries~ but i missed the cesarean part~ which i've nv ever watch before~ cos i was in another OT watching another op arggg~ so far so gd~ although i'm still a bit slow~ bo bian,a lot of things tO learn & be assessed on~ proportion of sporean nurses : other countries nurses~ is 2 : 8,can u imagine~ and overall of sporean,i guess im the youngest ba~ saw a few minor & major ops~ it was an eye-opening wao~ but a bit disappointing is~ why aren't there any yandao surgeons or anaesthetis~ at least i'll work hard for them wahaaa~ dear gotten kill me~ but i missed the robotic op today~ as known,Mt.Eli is the 1st hospital to have a da vinci robot~ which can help surgeons in op~ woOo,chlO hor haa~ very tired after a day~ can i have some massage~