bElng mysElf

  THE DAY YOU LEFT The day you left, the world turned gray, A silent scream echoed, night and day. A storm of sorrow swept through my soul, A piece of my heart, forever stole. I search for answers in the void you left, In memories, in whispers, in shadows bereft. Your laughter now a distant, haunting sound, A ghostly echo where love once was found. The day you left, the sun refused to rise, Tears fell like rain from clouded skies. Every moment we shared, now tinged with pain, A puzzle with pieces that won't fit again. I wonder why i felt so alone, In a world where love could not be shown. I wish I’d seen beyond the brave facade, To the silent struggles that i fought so hard. The day you left, my heart broke in two, A chasm of grief that I stumbled through. Your smile, your touch, now memories dear, But none can erase the ache I bear. I rage at the silence that took you away, At the words unspoken, at the games we’d play. The “what ifs” and “if onlys” haunt my mind, In the echoes of...

 生日快乐！ 希望爱你的JW 和你很爱的她会给你快乐一辈子。 我会从你的世界消失。 你一定要一辈子和她幸福快乐。

Grief is not loud—it whispers slow, In morning light and evening’s glow. It hides in rooms we used to share, In silent steps and empty chairs. It speaks in songs we used to play, And lingers through the longest day. It weaves itself in dreams at night, Then leaves before the morning light. It’s not a thing that fades with time It softens, yes, but still it climbs Into the heart and makes a home, A shadowed place we walk alone. Yet in that ache, a love remains, Unbroken by the loss or pain. For grief, you see, is love endured A bond that death has not obscured. Ann Marie

 我为你开心如果你找到了另一个她。 你因该很爱她。 因为你愿意把她放上你的ig. 我希望她 PJW 也可以很爱很爱你。 我很开心终于有人陪着你吃饭喝酒了。

 Im not a fan of blind box. But i chance upon this blind box - 发呆的小女孩。 I tried my luck and got my 1st figuring  & it was this girl. I duno why i resonate with her so much. That i decided to purchase another 2 more on TB. And this time, its a known figurine of what i will get.  I felt like i was this girl. With all the sadness & grief that i lost my smile, I lost my brightness, i lost everything.... I tear at every single sad stuff. I couldnt bring myself to smile at anyone. I avoid everyone contact... I am so loss.....

  弟弟，生日快乐！