bElng mysElf

27 May'06 its key into my brain~ anD i hOpe this try last forever~ =)

2 wOrst dressings i've ever dOne in my 3 yrs life~ bOth with maggOts crawling arOund~ anD damn such a fOul smEll~ till i wanna vOmit~ anD i'm sUrplse~ i'm still alive without anything gOing into my stOmach since morning! usually i'll bE having hypO liao~ 1 more weEk tO go~ anD i'll bE free~ sO buCk uP gal!!!

i'm climbing~ but... i'm always falling~ i'm also always picking myself up~ its goes the same this time rOund~ i've to manage to pick myself up once again~ without any hElp~ i hOpe i can succeed~ cos i've no more time to fall again! i'll try to keep on the positive side!

the tears in my eyes have blurred my vision~ i no longer can see clearly again~

i'm in dOubt~ can sOmeone enlightened mE!

gUess what~ i've recelvEd my licence~ yEah ^_^ bUt the plc uGly uGly~ nO time tO take a new plc sO just settle fOr the Old plc~ sO regrEt!!! haa~i'm tOo haPpy/laZy tO change oUt of UnifOrm way back hOme jUst now~ thinking & thinking & thinking~ thOught that sometimes in lifE~ one sldn't pln sO much hOpe in dOing something~ yEsh,mOre effOrt & confidence is neEded~ bUt sometimes tOo over~ makE things more wOrst! jUst like how my driving fareS~ nOt only that~ still gOt other things~ if i mysElf know i've pUt in effOrt~ in dOlng something~ nO matter what the rEsult is~ i know that's enOugh!!! arh slan~ i'll bE dOlng nigHt shlft on wEd & thU~ 3yrs in my lifE~ 1st 2 night shlft haa~ hopefUlly can sUrvive~ hm~ perhaps i sld drink sOme volka b4 i gO for wOrk~ haa~coS a bit of alcolic makeS me awake! or maybE U guys can call mE & chat with mE~ ^_^

tO all the Mothers In thls wOrld nO matter where U are ^_^